err. dunno wat to say today. in a state of confusion now. just now went to the 12 girls band concert. dear em gave me 2 tickets. thanks twinn! =) went to eat supper after that.kekez. nothing much. so numbed. haiz.why is my road in life so rough? not smooth-sailing at all. you may think that i'm fortuante. but. no one really knows what i'm thinking and what kind of life i led.from the surface. i forever smiling.=) but....deep inside. no one knows. i only wish for a simple life. i do not want to be hated by people. that's all. i only want people to accept me as their friends. am i really that detestable? i really hated the feeling of being hated by someone. haiz. this is my only only wish. i do not dare to wish for more. letting you go. against my wish. but..no choice. since i'm retreating..
